Crisis postponed but not nearly forgoten. · 1:19am Apr 10th, 2014
Guess who got an apology for being threatened with homelessness. Who is now completely dumbfounded that their parents can act like it was no big deal. And is now boiling with silent rage that they were just dicked around and nearly striped of their livelihood.
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I'm not about to be thrown out, not anymore at least. I had a blowout with my mom that sent her away pretty sullen. I'm off the clock but this changes nothing. They were right. I don't support myself enough. I do chores, run errands, care or them in ways that they can't do anymore because of their age and health, but that doesn't mean anything. The two week blackout is still in effect. Skype is still available for reaching me, more so then before but still a minimum response for pleasure.
My goal: Find a steady flow of income. Save enough money to get a car and then an apartment. Show my family my favorite finger on my way out of the door.
I was extremely scared. Pretty much had a mental spasm trying to process the last couple days, now I'm only angry, and also at peace. Filly, Merlos, Stomy, Dusty, and Lightfox. Thank you all for your varying support. Note to specific members of that list: Generosity is a valued trait. But I have issues with strait up charity. Please, don't offer me money again. You have no Idea how grateful I felt, and absolutely shitty at the same time. I haven't earned your money, I'm providing no service to receive it. I do not deserve that kind of thoughtfulness. The tips, website, and job finding information are beyond helpful though. Lord knows that if I could be paid for writing, I'd die a happy son of a bitch, but that's not happening, not in the near future at least. Still, thank you from the bottom my my heart.
Writing will be put on hold until a job is obtained. Contrail is still a maybe for completion. it is still very close so it's bugging me. I can't say for sure otherwise. Once that's settled, and my life grows a rhythm for the job and my hours, I'll pretty much dedicate my time to work, and writing. More regular updates and what not. It'll be all I have. Wish me luck people. I just got fed up with my lifestyle.
Your irate friend, author, and mutt,
-Lycan
P.S. This is the second time I've broken my no bitching rule for this site. I don't enjoy letting off steam here, this is a place for ponies, not my drama. (I mean, do I look like a fashonista to you?) If not for the fact i owed everyone an update, I wouldn't have bothered. If I had to pick one really good reason my family is on my shit list, that's it. Sorry for the scare, this week sucks.
Good luck man. I hope things work out for ya. I'm here for you.
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