Boss man, I'm sorry. · 5:25am Sep 29th, 2013
Boss man I know you are creeping around here somewhere. I know you might not go on the account for a while but I'm sure at one point you'll read this. Two days... Two days without seeing your face, hearing your voice, knowing you are aren't here right now... I... I don't think I can take it.
Crying... That's all I've been doing since you left. I've been crying for two days. I'm sorry boss man this is really really hard! I'm not mad, just sad really really sad! I'm so scared. I'm not scared that you would leave me behind, or that you might find someone else, I'm scared that you won't come back. I'm terrified that you'll stay in Utah or some other abroad place. I'm scared that one day, one day long into the future I'll wake up know you aren't there and be okay. I'm so scared about forgetting you boss man. I'm sorry I really really am but... I didn't want you to go! I wanted you to stay here!! To stay with me! YOU WERE THE FIRST GOOD THING IN MY LIFE AND YOU LEFT!! How could you do this? How could you be this cruel?
How could you leave me behind.
Dudette, thats deep girl, Im sure he will return to you, Cole, just you wait and see, now dont be sad or you will make Pinkie cry!
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Ichigo... I don't even know what to do. I can't bring myself to do anything. Write a story, clean up, cook for the kids, I can't even get out of bed. What would happen if one day boss man does come back and I don't feel anything? I'm forgetful, people, places, names, moments of my life. All I can remember are the things I don't want too. The late nights when all I felt was lonely, tired, beaten, I can remember every last detail. Boss man... He made my day bright and my nights bearable now he's gone. And I'm afraid I won't be able to remember him. What if I forget the last night we had together!? I don't want to, I don't want that! Please ichigo... Tell me what to do so I'm not so afraid.
1383051 I have never encountered such a situation on myself, ever. But I have seen many who are in your shoes, they deal with it in different ways, some try to forget, some try to move one, some try to earn it back and some simply give up on life all together, but there are some who wait and hope, those who wait and hope will get their happiness back sooner or later but it will come back, no matter what odds or the situations or even the inner problems one might have, wait, be patient and have hope on Boss man, he will come back to you, all you have to do is keep going on your daily life and do everything you do as if he was there with you, and soon he will be back, that much I can assure you.
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Thank you... Really. Yea. Boss mans been there for me. Well he was almost the only one there for me in the beginning. I don't have a reason to doubt him now. Oh yeah I should get back to work! Have you added anything to the story? I'm gonna get things done!!
1383580 Nothing, Im awaiting for your version to post it and also Im still waiting for the fixed version of Chapter 1 of Desires XD, but no hurry, take your time!
Also Im working on Chapter 3 of Desires, and I do hope to deliver a great clop, 90% of the chapter is nothing but clop and some romance =D
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I knew there was something in forgot to explain! That is the final version, I thought I gave zweiterversuch the link I was going to PM you my story. That's why I asked if you where the anon on the page. You can work on it. I'll read it later today when if I can get at least 6 pages of Spike's destiny done.
1383666 mmmm, so if thats the final version of your first chapter then can I change the ending and put the original idea of Spike making Twilight cum with his tongue?
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Yes. I will start on the next chapter.