UUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! · 2:14am Sep 1st, 2013
It's incredible that no matter what I say, and no matter who I say it to, NOBODY ever pays ANY attention to ANYTHING I say! God forbid they actually pay attention the second I open my mouth! Apparently, (since I finally got aggravated enough to call someone on it) SOMEPEOPLE - I'm not saying their names, because it would be wrong. Not because I feel they don't deserve it - think that whenever my voice starts, it's means "tune out and completely ignore the fact that I'm even here, let alone the fact that I'm trying to have an actual CONVERSATION with you!" I'm not joking! He even said - and I quote! - "How was I supposed to know you wanted me to pay attention?" I replied back with a very obvious "BECAUSE I WAS TALKING!" GOD! That is one of, if not THE, biggest peeves of mine. I don't talk just to make idle chit-chat or to hear my own voice - despite what I might have been accused of in the past - I talk because I have something important to say, or because I want you to listen. Why do these people think I talk to them? I can - and am on occasion! No matter what they are willing to believe! - be silent for hours on end, if not days. If I keep trying to tell you the same story over and over again for the last hour, it's because I CAN TELL YOU HAVEN'T EVEN LISTENED ONCE! ..... *sigh*.... Yesterday I was talking to two of my friends after school. (Regardless of if they were listening. I still don't know.) I had to go to the bathroom, so I asked them to wait a minute so that we could go home, since they live in my neighborhood. When I came out, they were gone, and I had to walk home by myself. Not surprisingly, that was the most in-depth conversation I had had all week. Feelin' the love, am I right? I don't know why I'm so disappointed when things turn out like this. It's not like I'm not used to it or anything. And the only reason I'm even typing this so freely is because I know that nobody will read it. But, days will pass, time will go on, and I'll pretend that it never even happened, just like every other time. At least life has its constancy. Well, I'll talk to you later, where I'll again pretend that there's someone actually reading. Until next time...
-CutieMarkChallenged
Lifes a bitch. Fuck fake friends. (excuse my language, I've had a few whiskey shots). There are always people listening-whether they be in real life next to you, or on the internet reading what you type. Anyway, stay safe and if they don't listen, talk louder-scream and yell if you have to. Eventually they'll shut up and listen. Even if it's out of annoyment (pretty sure that isn't a word, too buzzed to care) or anger, they'll start listening to shut you up (has happened to me on numerous occasions-still does)
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