depression sucks · 7:42pm Jul 30th, 2013
kind of an obvious statement but there it is. between the medications and all this other crap youd think it would be all good,but some days nothing works. well good fics can still bring a smile but the void still waits, lurking just out of sight,waiting to spring out at you with a sledgehammer. you suck at your work,you suck as a dad just like your own did, you suck at writeing. why do you even bother. and the void punctuate's every question with another hammer blow. then you burn your paper works,delete your computer works sit quietly in a hidden hallway. just you and your old friend the void. the only friend who's always there,and a shitty friend at that,but at least you know where its coming from. mabey tomorrow will be better,mabey not. all you csn do is try to sleep and pray the dreams dont come back again.
songs of the day
tool. 46 and 2
foo fighters. let it die
presidents of the United states of america. headin out
Johnny cash. hurt. (nine inch nails cover )
if you listen to those do yerself a favour. dont listen to them all at once and in that order, as im sure you can guess great songs but a bit of a downer.
