Literally a Better Inspiration for Writing

Music. Great for bosses, encounters and other things for my fics not to mention able to help ease my mental anguish of thought process.
This one happens to be for the last boss of a game, seems a bit disolute and out of place, but it is because of that and the amazing backstory of Dark Souls that makes this an even more epic fight.

As of late, it's been painfully and sluggishly difficult for me to even write anything more than 100 words. Rather dull considered I could dish out roughly a thousand per hour, 2 to 3 hours for writing and edits and that's pretty much a chapter. For those that have played Dark Souls and recognize the character and the song from above, then you would understand more when I mean my writing motivation/imspiration compares to the Lord of Cinder, Gwyn. (Oh and am looking forward to Dark Souls 2, can't wait for the dragons and backstories).

Basically in a nutshell, Gwyn was the baddest of the bad, and by the end of the game he is reduced to nothing more than a shell safeguarding his legacy. Over the years and my long hiatus breaks, I've come to realize that I too, have been a shell of my former self. I've been tired every day since the year began and when studies completely consumed my life, and I'm still tired. Not tired as in, "I'm going to drop stuff because argh" but literally my eyes feel droopy for the longest time. Now what I've been able to write and get critiqued was nothing less than the usual 'Holy shit, this is amazing. I absolutely love this! Oh and there's an extra comma here, edit that part out Dleif...' yet I haven't been able to release anything as of now for the general public on fimfiction.

I'm just worried that what this 'hiatus' has done to me would continue to happen after I post something. I'm not yet done the League of Legends crossover and I know I still have 3-4 chapters left to write. Would I be able to finish them and write them out on the given time? Honestly I don't know.

I've been working on the Okami crossover, but the planning stage mostly and that stuff isn't on a word document. Been a few days now and I literally have a sh*t ton of ideas and plotting but when I go to my work I'm still not finished the 1st chapter. (For those that are interested, it's nearly three thousand words. That's like an evening but took considerably longer somehow.)

Right so that's my conundrum, friends recommended that I should just release something so i can get some positive feedback and that will drive up my will. I work on a series of adaption, the more I do/not do of something the more I would be likely in continuing that. Meaning I can keep looking for videos of music for the many epic boss fights and encounters I have. ~The Gwyn music is for one in Okami!~ And keep planning all of my stuffz.

I'm just so bloody damn tired and I apologize.

Oh and I'm going to change my work shift from Okami onto Mordekaiser so i can get that baby out of the way asap... if that's alright?
Last of Us might be after if I get back into synch...
And I'm really hoping for Assassin's Creed again. Did you see the trailers? Whales... yay!