Once every few weeks or so... · 8:33pm Apr 3rd, 2013
I break down mentally and emotionally, I just hold it all in until I get home and shut the world away. The only problem is it comes swiftly, the morning is fine, maybe a little boring, but then around noon it just sets in without any sign of its presence. This horrible mood swing that carries only depression, and then within a few hours it just fades away, as if it never existed. It happens so abruptly that I feel suicidal the entire day, only to become the happiest person the next morning, it's taking my sanity away...
I just get so pissed at people for the tiniest reasons, always wanting to fight them but waiting for the reasoning to make sense, knowing that if it happens I'll be punished...
So I put a smile on my face, the world believes it's a true one.
Can't say I've been there or done that but I've been down a bath similar (at least I think so). If ya need someone to talk to let me know, kinda between projects atm. Sometimes all we need is someone who'll listen.
I mean no offensive here but I gotta ask.
Do you have a medical condition or are you a sociopath?
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The only mental problem that I am actually diagnosed by a doctor is Attention Deficit Disorder, and sociopath... I could be, but I couldn't be a pure sociopath, as I do feel emotions, just only a select few.
Hey, its okay, were all here for you! You amazing person you!!
Sorry about that, everyone goes through weird phases, and no one can hold in their emotions all the time. The latter I recently learned the hard way...
Not trying to make everything about me, but I have a horrible sense of enjoyment in real life. It really pains me, especially when I look at my favorite things and ask myself...WHERE DID THE FUN GO? 