BPD

So basically, after being on watch for Bipolar since being admitted to the psych ward back in january, I've finally been diagnosed with a few things, social anxiety (big shock), major depression
(WOAH, WHAT!? NO WAY!), chemical dependency (im an alcoholic c:) but the one im so glad to have diagnosed, not technically official yet, but the doctor said it isn't legal diagnosis if im not 18, but i will be in 2 weeks :D is Borderline Personality Disorder. I am so glad that I'm getting this diagnosis, it is a huge struggle to deal with and I might try and write a story to portray what its like, but it would be difficult because there's two types (actually 4, on one spectrum theres the quiet borderline and the regular borderline, the other spectrum is impulsive and some other thing, i think im quiet borderline but idk my psych didnt tell me) and we all experience it different, plus i have a possible derpersonalization disorder, but it could be dissociative or dissociation caused by the borderline. hard to explain, and i hope theyll find a way to treat my intrusive thoughts, but damn im so glad i got confirmed about my diagnosis. A story would be interesting, but difficult, so i might do it if i have time and am inspired enough to do it.