Pulse Master, if you read this

I fooled myself in the past few months. I thought I was able to keep my promises I made. I couldn't predict that I would do one of the worst mistakes in my life. To be honest I'm scared that what I did will happen again. I pray to God that what I did will not happen ever again.

The moment I realized that I fooled myself was when I had a race over the 100 meters in my hometown. My practice start was good but the race itself was a complete disaster.

I don't know why in the world it took me a 100 meters race to realize how foolish I was back then. I recently had a 100 meters race but this time, I underestimated what a tenth of a second actually is: lack of professional training. As a consequence of that, I will swap to another track and field club.