I failed god

I'm bad at explaining things so I'm not going to explain things because I want to prevent misunderstandings...

But what I can tell you is that I failed to perform my "duty". Someone here who's about to leave needs help (seriously)

When I noticed something was wrong, I knew I would have to help... I tried everything I could do in my power, but it wasn't enough in the end...

Please forgive me god... I didn't mean to fail you...

For those who didn't know yet: I'm a very religious person, even though I don't belong to any religion so far (correct me if I say something stupid) I strongly believe in god as well as in other forces such as the protection from the Nordschleife I've gotten (I'm pretty much done with the Nordschleife because I achieved everything I wanted to achieve. NBR24H is in the daily races again but I destroyed the EMEA server on GT Sport once again...)

sometimes, I can feel the presence of God.
I know it's very odd but it's actually true.