... I need... someone... · 5:43am Apr 1st, 2023
Hey all!
I know it has been more than a year, and I may have disappointed to you all who read my story. Its not fair for you guys, and I am deeply sorry. I have reasons throughout last year but they involve jobs and more jobs. The thing is, I got tired. I lost the motivation, I am loosing my purpose in my passions. Time has never been on my side, and I hate every single bit of myself...
I asked help in the past, but I guess I took too long to reach out. In my heart I truly love to open my mind and share my fantasy image, but time and fate is what destroyed me... I admit I got lazy and wanting to do other things. That hurt me most... I feel like I abandoned it... 😞
I am turning 27 real soon, I feel people will judge me more... I'll get tired... and... I dont know what to do next here...
I would like to finish the next chapter the best I can, but sadly it will be it for me... It will be a start up story for whoever or however other authors will create its continuation. I've seen one made a prequel for one author I know. And hoping they will make a better out come in the future. I can send my ideas for future chapters.
This is a post I hate to send, and I am sorry for all of you readers...
I'm sorry for being a big dissapointment...
You deserve better.
You can't rush, or force writing. It do when it do.
You are not a disappointment, it is only natural to reach a point where one moves on to other things.
Woah woah now let’s get something straight. You didn’t disappoint us not by a long shot. You provided entertainment and a distraction for me and others when our days were long, tiring, stressful, and uneventful. You gave me something to look forward to when I ever I was done with school or work. I would get distracted during my classes just to read your story. Fimfiction ain’t what it used to be at times it feels like a shadow of its former self and so many stories don’t gain my attention. But I’m happy yours did. No matter how short the journey was I’m happy I got to be a part of it.
But I understand good things end sooner than we want them too. I’m sorry you’re having a rough time and that you feel that way about yourself, I understand where you’re coming from. I’m still struggling to even remotely like myself and to find anything I’m passionate about. So if you need anyone to talk to I’m here to lend an ear. But what matters is that you’ve made this far no matter who hard it may have been or how much you struggled along the way, you’re still here. So don’t give up just yet, you’ve got a long life ahead of you and it’s far from over. I hope you find and get the help you need and find whatever sparks your passion. If I a strange am willing to have faith in you, please have faith in yourself. You are deserving of it. 💜
You are loved. Do not let others, even yourself shame your passions even ones such as this. We will wait and we will wait with a smile and appreciation.