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Metal-Max1991


A man who seeks to conquor his writing demons while also enjoying a show about neon colored ponies.

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  • 64 weeks
    Untitled

    I feel so burned out. I lost my drive to really do anything maybe I should just delete all my social media and disappear. Mean why not? Who really cares if I’m not around? I’m surprised I can even get up to do anything anymore.

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  • 70 weeks
    Untitled

    I am keeper of the beast. Though it does not obey me. 
    To another, the creature appears chained to me. In truth I am bound. 
    A prisoner bearing a hollow title.
    Here I am tethered. 
    Though freedom I seek and crave, the chain yanks and here I stay.
    So brief the taste of freedom, the warmth and comfort of paradise. The pleasures of life made flesh in the sweetest fruit.

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    0 comments · 57 views
  • 116 weeks
    Getting Back In My Groove

    Finally reworking one of my old projects, a Star Wars/MLP Human In Equestria sort of story. Been a long time since I've been around here or read that particular genre, but I'm wiser about it so hopefully I won't repeat too many of the genre cliches.

    0 comments · 101 views
  • 117 weeks
    I Return

    Yeah to anyone who cares I'm back around. Will there be any releases? We'll see.

    0 comments · 100 views
  • 268 weeks
    I Did It!

    I finally got a first draft chapter done! I gotta keep this going!

    0 comments · 204 views
Feb
7th
2023

Untitled · 12:51am Feb 7th, 2023

I feel so burned out. I lost my drive to really do anything maybe I should just delete all my social media and disappear. Mean why not? Who really cares if I’m not around? I’m surprised I can even get up to do anything anymore.

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Comments ( 1 )

Please don't do that. Please don't give up. You have so much to live/post for. I'm sure that your followers, friends, and or family would want you around. God wants you around, and I want you around. Don't do anything rash to yourself or your social media sites. Please continue on. Have a wonderful week, and find the good in things whenever you can. You can do this! PLEASE don't do anything you can't undo. You are worth it, your posts are worth it, your existence both online and in real life are worth it. I am so sorry you feel this way, and please try to relax. Clear your head, take a breather, exercise, get rid of bad habits such as drinking too much coffee or watching too many sad/depressing movies. Calm down, eat/drink healthy things, and try to rest or sleep while keeping everything quiet/quieter around you. Do things you love, and find the good into your writing, hobbies, or/and job - even if you feel like quitting. Try to take more holidays or have more time to yourself if you can. Calm down, and find your happy place. You are worth it, and I am glad you are still here.

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