How can I find people who I can get along with? I'm not sorry for being who I am but at the same time, It is obvious that I don't get along with alot of you guys. My personality is not really people-friendly.

A confusing mess of not knowing anything, loneliness, a lot of regret, people not making sense, not knowing who are you as a person,that only you can fix yourself and feeling lost.

Why am I on this website for? People don't know shit about my intentions when I do things and expect negative or hostile comments or posts from me..........Is this what fucking life about?! What the fuck do I'm keep trying to talk with you guys. Damn you guys, and fuck me for thinking things will be better for me.

Even when you acknowledge your mistakes and try to be a better person, they don't want you to move on from your mistakes.

and I just woke up not that long ago. This is the 1st news story of the year for me.

They are just pushing religion on non-believers because they think they will "save" non-believers when they do that and I really don't get it. All Religion is just a way to view the world and that is fine but pushing it into non-believers is just disrespectful

Well, I felt that way many times. It feels my personal principles really don't matter, I can't get anyone to understand where I'm coming from, feel like I don't fit anywhere, feel like I can't be myself. I don't know how to stop feeling this way.

I have done so many things that make you guys cautious of me for the last 9 years of being on fimfiction. I actually ruined my image, reputation and my pride. My actions speak louder than my words and I'm ashamed of that. TBH, I really don't know what to do and say but oh well, that life and life have always been hard. Also it seems like my time fimfiction have been doomed from the start, just saying.
Anyway, I hope you guys have some good times in the future.

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I don't know what kind of person I am, let alone who I am. I'm dealing with myself and myself is my worst enemy

I'm a pervert, I'm dismissive, I have this holier-than-thou mindset, I'm wrathful, an attention whore,

Some of my bad actions are verbally abused people, doing things to people without their consent, telling people that god is not real in a mean way, dismissive people who try to help me, thinking all religion are lesser views, bullying people to get things that I want, making controversial posts to get attention, make myself look like the victim.