*headkeyboardhedkeyboardheadkeyboard* · 3:52pm Jul 24th, 2013
Okay, so literally I just screamed into a freaking pillow.
Just a kid with a selfish dream, waiting on people to be what they seem.
Okay, so literally I just screamed into a freaking pillow.
I myself rarely read blogs, yet I post expecting at least one person to read. How hypocritical of me. I wonder who that one person is. Could it be you?
I was just wondering...if you can see this you're following me, yes? Well...why? I'm just genuinely curious. What brought you here? I mean, do you like my stories or are all of you here just for my wonderful personality? HAHHAHAA--*cough*. You know I don't mean that...don't you?
My good friend Sorrow872 did a reading of my Cloudbucking story! Check him out!
Apparently pictures look good here. Let's try it, eh?
*confetti and noisemakers* Well, today marks the day I first signed up to Fimfiction.
So here I am. It’s sure been quite a year. What do I even mean by that?
Well let's see. I'd say I've changed a lot in a year, as anyone who knows me could agree with. And if you know me, you've probably been one of the ones who changed me. Even in the littlest way. Shush, I can't be specific. Deal. ...I love you...
Why am I here? Honestly, I think it's probably a desperate cry for help. Why here? Because for some reason I feel safe here.
It's almost laughable. Why should I feel safe HERE on the internet of all places? Whatever, I'm not in the mood to try and answer all these stupid questions. That's what it all is: a serious of stupid unanswerable questions. What is this it I speak of? How should I know, I'm effing talking to myself for goodness sakes!
I mean, what did you expect from a clown? Doesn't even speak proper gibberish. Pathetic!
All joking aside, yes, it was all a big joke. Sorry if it was more burden than prank...I never want to make a mess, especially with a joke.
Hey. Yeah, I know, I could just go quietly and be done with it, but I don't really think I want to do that.
I'm just going to say it. I've been really effing sad lately and frankly I'm getting sick of it. It's hurting me, and it's hurting my friends, and if I stay around I promise it'll hurt my enemies too.
So I'd just like to take this moment to say goodbye. Goodbye.
I know you do! Kartal? A writer?
What if I told you...that I wrote something?
It'd really mean a lot to me if you read it and maybe commented. That would be awesome.
Note: at this current time it hasn't been accepted.
Lie one: I'm wasting my time.
Point taken, sure I waste a lot of time. But at least I'm doing what I love. Or at least dreaming of certain things I wish I could be doing and can't where I am right now...
Lie two: all the friends I've made online are useless.
Really? What makes you so different, you typists beyond this screen? What makes you any less real?
That's right. Not a single bucking thing. *hugs all of you violently*
Lie three: I'm responsible!
Because who doesn't love chocolate? SHUSH! I know you don't like chocolate, so BLEGH to you!
For all the other sane people who do adore the delicious thing...
I drew some Hearts and Hooves Day pictures and spammed them all at midnight yesterday! And now I'm blogging about them a day later because...
As usual, I have no good excuse. So let me just drop yet another link...and I'll be on my way. Au revior, les gars.