what do I do if nothing brings me joy anymore. I miss the old times. I want that again.

So I was watching MLP...... and I don't think I actually like the show? but.......... I don't want to leave this site, what should I do?

https://www.twitch.tv/vwtripwyrewv

come follow he makes good content and is very close to 6k followers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5_Ac1AeJ1I

dislike that video to help with charity!

https://www.twitch.tv/elmyre_hugo

playing beamNGdrive

im streaming some old school runescape, gonna try to get 12 million overall experince today

edit: stream lasted about 2 minutes, lol

my whole life is like crashing down around me. I basically realized I have no real friends and all the things in life that give me joy and meaning are dieing

if you had infinite money, what kind of car would you go for?

personally I would pick an orange lamborghini spyder

like honestly I want to fucking die. I have no one anymore. I just cant keep going like this. ive been stuck for over a year now. I barely leave my house more than once every two weeks.

https://www.twitch.tv/elmyre_hugo