It is a little known fact I started this a account here for two original reasons. One I wanted to exchange stories with people becuase lets face it. Stories are as fun to write as they are to read. The second was to simply help people who need just someone to care. Well I am still working on stories but I cant help but to wonder. Have I truly helped anyone.

Have I helped you in some way. If so let me know it is not really a ego boost. I just like to know some how I am making a difference.

A song lyrics I been working about. Song about love, truth, and the world we live in.

I woke up at the crack of dawn.
I looked for you but you was done gone.
Thought what the hell the day will roll on.
I feel the weight of another dark depression.
It feels my head through my dead in job's progression.

Come on over Jack Daniels my best friend.
Crown Royal cast upon my head.
Bartender fill me up as drink another cup.
Tell I'm numb, yeah tell I'm numb.

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Dada loves you and is always looking out for you. Always...

Looks like I have no reason to log on here anymore. Yet some reason I cant bring myself to stay gone.

Well life is full on shit sandwich with all the trimmings. I guess it is time to makes some changes again. Why not...

First I guess I should delete the family group. I dont think anyone actually is using it. I mean at first it was fun and morally sounded like a good concept. Now it is just falling apart.

Second I think I need to change my motto. I mean granted your future is always random. Yet for some it mostly seems like shit.

As for anything else... not sure anyone got any ideas.

Okay this feels like a stupid idea but at the moment myself esteem is already dragging on the ground so why not. Here we go all in balls out.

The world os full of labels and opinions. Before someone even meets you they are deciding rather or not they like you. Your clothes, your hair, your attitude, your aura, alot of other crap... So this came to me as part of a self reflection/self hate episode.

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Most people I used to hang with or motivated me to write are gone. Those that remained dont really seem to care. As for everyone else it is like who cares. Hmm... the motivation here is dead. Fim is like a corpse compared to its former self. It was chaotic sure but that was part of the fun. I even miss the back and forths Oblivion would have with my cousin. Lead_Colored_Sky... well it was more of a one way conversation. Becuase Lead... Just takes delight knowing he can piss you off. Anything

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It seems so empty here.

And just when you thought it was safe again. Lol hi everyone wolfy has returned. Work done for another time now I has times to play! ^^

Well the stars are out and I got work tomorrow and I think I hear my pillow whispering in my ear. This is wolfy saying night everyone.