I don't know what to do...
Rule 3: Don't apologize or accept apologizes.

This rule I have followed for nearly 5 years. But my ex-girlfriend deserves one.
I was the one that fucked up... And I am able to tell her through out my resolve.
But I don't know how to do it.
Did I forget how to?

Every time I about to tell her, I freeze up. My mind goes blank...
Am I a bad guy for this?
I don't know anymore.

It's eating me away. I just don't know what to do anymore...

Read More

That's right Fillies and Genital-colts, New face.
As much that I like the look I have right now as an avatar... and yet I don't like it.
So I have found a bunch of Pictures online and using them as examples.
Well that's all I got for now. Need to find my microphone... (It's somewhere in here...)

See you guys later

P.S. You guys are Awesome. Thank you guys.

For some time now I've been wanting to play Fallout 3. The reason behind it is this here raidoplay.
Enjoy!

Last night my friend's father gave me a computer. I love it so far.
I wonder what I can do with this.

When you have eliminated the impossible,
whatever remains,
however improbable,
must be the truth.
-Sherlock Holmes
Sherlock Holmes is one of my favorites characters that I've known as a little kid.
His words have always stock to me when I needed to find the right answer.
Now I want to share the same words, so one day it might help someone in return.

Yeah I need to get more sleep these days...
Anyways a friend of mine got me a Very Late Birthday gift. He got me a Vinyl Collectible - Octavia Melody Figure and it is by far the best Birthday Gift I ever gotten.

Well I'm starting to see things... Guess it's time for me to go to bed. Good Night...

Today is my 23rd birthday. Witch I celebrated last night and tonight...
For last night I had...
Rum and Coke
1 shot of Jager
and 2 shots of Jim Beam
Last night was great.
Tonight I'll be drinking again, but just a Rum and Coke.
On the other note another Story that might have something with a Psychological within it. 'The Great and Powerful Who?'
Can't wait to start reading this... Who knows what I could come up with.

It came across to my head that I can understand the human mind.
In fact some of my friends said that I should study Psychology (Hey that is a good idea).
So the new and improved idea is this, I'm going to do Psychological and story base reviews for both fimfiction and video games.
I have so much for Final Fantasy 7.
All I'm missing now is a studio type place to do this. (My room can get too noisy because of my sister)
Wish me luck on this.

Read More

This year I was hoping to record some audio for reviews. But last week my Microphone broke on me, and I can't replace it.
So instead I'm going to give up on that project and start on a different one. When I get enough money I'm getting myself a new computer and some things for "Lets Plays".
That's Right everyone, This gamer is taking on a different path. I'm also trying to get into collage for 3D animation, I like to be one of thous guys that makes Video Games.

Read More

So Saturday I have bought myself the My Little Pony Card Game. And found out there is a tournament held every Saturday at 11.
I have bought the Raraty and Rainbow Dash Deck and this Saturday I'll be learning how to play.

Wish me luck.
-Gameplaying Shadow-