Going Amogus (Venting) · 5:04am Oct 28th, 2022
About five weeks ago, the individual I had been seeing, and only a few weeks prior seemingly reached an official status with, sent me a break-up text saying that we should remain friends.
About ten weeks ago, this individual had started seeing one member of a large group of friends of mine, none of whom made any mention of it to me.
About two weeks ago, when I finally made it to the area to see this group of friends, this individual called things off with that friend.
A few minutes ago, I reached out to that friend and said my goodbyes to that individual.
These past few years as a whole have been a lot of heartache, much of which I've not had the opportunity to sift through, review, and process given the consecutive nature of it. I'm not even sure what to say at this point as I write more of this blog with no purpose.
There's a pain that comes with every smile at a memory of someone fate has left behind me, either in the grave, in greener pastures, or with dagger in my back.
If this carries on much longer, I'll probably dip into Nihilism and that's best left to my fics.
When in doubt, shower and sleep.
*sends out good vibes your way*
sometimes one just need to get once thought out in the open.
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