Short: staying alive · 8:45pm Sep 28th, 2022
A silent room is suddenly woken up as a familiar figure walks in. The room is mostly empty, with a desk and chair in one corner. A computer sits on top of the desk, which comes to life from the push a button. With that, the man sits in his chair, and sighs.
So... it's been a while. Almost ten months. Where have I been? That's a good question.
So, first, as usual, I've been wrestling with my emotions and my work had been taking up my free time. I still want to keep writing, and I've been thinking of making a patreon or something for donations (I probably won't do this).
Secondly, I've been rather depressed. I say depressed lightly since I'm not really sure if I'm actually depressed or just really tired and sad all the time. Either way, I just started losing interest in things I enjoyed doing. That included games, although I still tried to play whenever I could.
All in all, I'll try to get back into writing, though I Lind of want to move on from Fimfiction. I don't particularly want to do Wattpad, but i do want to write stories again.
Well I for one am sorry to hear that buddy and hope you rest and recover. Feeling tired all the time and losing motivation to do things you enjoy is classic clinical depression. I'm not recommending pills but actually talking to people IRL will actually help this by discussing things that are bothering you. So that being said I hope you start to feel better and I know for a fact we're all rooting for you.
It's good to hear you're still alive.
I really enjoy your stories and I wish things get brighter for you. I've been feeling the same way for a while now myself. Sitting down at my computer, staring at my steam library and not feeling like playing any of my games, almost like there is a gray filter overlayed on everything I think about playing.
I hope you get past it. If you do figure it out, let us know?