Just a quick update on how I'm doing. That one night I wrote my last blog was awful, and I can say, without joking, that I genuinly thought I was gonna die. I felt like my body was tearing itself apart. Luckily, I'm feeling better now. Not good, but better. Fortunately, I didn't have to go to the hospital, and I stopped coughing blood eventually. Today I'm better. Completely exhausted and
It's close to six in the morning as of me writing this and once again, I've not slept a single minute. My throat feels like it's mince meat, my ribs feel like they are about to explode, my whole body aches, sweat keeps pouring all night. I can't lay down and go to sleep, 'cause of the coughing. It's so bad that I've almost thrown up multiple times tonight, and I've been coughing blood due to my
My sister came here on Monday of Easter week, and planned on going back home after the holiday. Instead, she caught a nasty cold, so she's still here. And of course, it spread to me, and I'm on my third day of sickness now. It's just a simple cold, but it's still not very fun. I've hardly slept more than a few hours a night, and I feel like complete shit. It's astounding to me how something so
I've said it before and I'll say it again: April first brings out bad memories for me. I've written about this many times here, and now I'm doing it again, for my newer followers. I hope no one thinks this is an April Fools joke, 'cuz it's not, it's very real and painful. Well, not physically painful; not anymore, but psychologically.