In process of writting the next story · 5:20am Feb 11th, 2022
So right now I'm happy to announce the next fanfic I'm currently working on. Like a lot of my other stories, this one will be focusing on Mental Health more spiffily Anxiety. On Fluttershy and her experience with it. I've been diagnosed with Anxiety around the start of 2020 and nowadays I'm getting less worried about what other people are thinking about along with what's gonna happen in the future. I still do have days where I worry about what others think of me. Anyways here's a short sneak peek of what's to come.
Everypony mentions how you get Anxiety from your family and past. Though I’m not sure about the first one I can 100% agree with the second point since I have had a rocky past mostly in school. Lots of ponies saw me as an easy target for bullying since I was a shy and quiet, but because of my overall shyness I never really told any of the teachers about what was going on due to me being too shy. No matter how hard I tried I never got the courage to tell anyone about what was going on and just bottled it up and pretended like everything was normal.
This is probably where my anxiety problems really trace back but my boiling point of it was 2nd year of flight school. The teacher was giving us instructions on how to do a loopty loop and he wanted two volunteers for a demonstration. The first one of course being Rainbow Dash but the second one… No pony offered to participate. So he simply pick and you might be able to see where this is going. I was the second Pony choosing. Immediately the class started whispering with some ponies even laughing at me. The feeling I got from it was like a bolt of lighting and not the good kind that fills you with confidence as like my friend Rainbow Dash would say. Instead dread inguluped me and my mind.