venting · 6:08am Mar 23rd, 2021
so i know none of y'all read my blogs but i kind of need to vent so i'm writing it out here without burdening the happiness-police of positive ponies with my issues.
(it's not like they give a shit anyways)
i have been really feeling down as of late because of various things like flight training difficulties and lack of friendships beyond my instructor and family. i do have a small group of people with whom i associate but for whatever reason i catch myself feeling down, which is absolutely unacceptable.
there are also some large changes in my life coming up which do anything but help my mood. it's caused many a panic attack over the last few weeks and it's all piling up into a mound of just feeling down despite the innumerable things which i have to make me happy.
and on second thought i just feel like a bitch for letting this all out so i might as well just go snuggle my wolf plushie cause she needs it (like me lol)
Good luck navigating the changes and challenges. I hope you find whatever process works best for you (sniggling can be a part of almost any process!). I'm a list maker, one reason why I empathize with Twilight so much.
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thank you, perhaps writing it out in a diary or listing my troubles will help.
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i definitely will!