writing

thinking about a story and its outline and its plot and its ending can be easy (atleast for some). its the actual writing and filler portion that is hard.

writing comes naturaly to me. i have alwasy gravitated twords using the right words to describe an emotion or a feeling and its made me have tramendiusly high marks on my writing assignments in school....

but as you can see, i hit a roadblock when it comes to grammar and puncuation and spelling. being a writer with dyslexia sucks. especially when your keyboard doesnt light up. i have purpiusfuly left this unedited so that veiwers of my futur content can fully gadge just how hard it is for someone like me to fully read and write.

Dyslexia:
People with dyslexia usually have trouble translating written words into sounds (decoding) and sounds into words (encoding). ... Because grammar is so closely linked with writing, many students with dyslexia find grammar and mechanics equally challenging
Dyslexia occurs in children (and adults) with normal vision and intelligence.
Symptoms include late talking, learning new words slowly, and a delay in learning to read.
Most children with dyslexia can succeed in school with tutoring or a specialized education program.

I was thrust apon a tutor who had apsolotly no clue how to handle my condtion as i was not only dyslexic but i was also a VERY angry child. i had adhd and threw fits and had major anger issues. and because of this the teacher eventualy gave up. leaving me to lose the most imperative, (yes i auto corrected that one), years of my life to learn nothing and ended up being burdened with the fact that i would most likly never grow out of, or be able to controle my dyslexia. without those important years of my life focused on my spelling and writing i had to have help gaining a full understanding of my content i needed to learn. there where a lot of words i couldnt read and a lot of words i couldnt understand. And grammar was a whole pool of, IDFK.

so to help gadge a bit of understanding with my dyslexia i will do my best to explain it here. ill edit this part.

My dyslexia works in way where i can switch numbers AND letters sometimes. It doesn't always happen, but when it does it's very obvious. I also struggle a lot with mixing up letters, usually not to the point of mixing up "M" and "N", but mixing up positioning of letters in words without noticing it at all. Example, the word " Twilight" might end up being "Tiwlight". And usually that goes unnoticed by me, and before anybody says anything, yes i can see the red squiggly lines. But it doesn't stop the fact that sometimes auto correct doesn't even know what i'm typing and will give me the wrong word. and with grammar! I could make a runon sentence last the length of a paragraph without even noticing. (i dont have an excuse for not capitalising im just usually too lazy and i have tiny hands).

So now with that out of the way. I'd like to get the the part when readers come in. nobody has to. this isn't a request or a demand. I will be edditing a proof reading my stories myself. i use the listener option in the options menue to listen to see if the lines sound correct and nothing it to fast pace where there should be commas and such. but to all those out there. BY ALL MEANS point out my writing mistakes! i want to see them so i can improve my writing and get better at it. AGAIN you dont have to. all i say is feel free to have at it once its rolling.

Now all that aside. i will be posting a new and revised version of the first chapter to my story "Over the Moon and Through the fire" i am still also working out details about how i should words my description of the story. Im still outlining and rough drafitng so bear with me guys. idk how long it is going to be but i hope the first chapter that comes out will be a banger. so ill see you soon!