I don't know what to think anymore · 6:00am Sep 15th, 2020
My senses are disturbed.
The mental faculties of my brain feel roundabout and uncertain.
My mind is a waterfall of anxiety mixed with confusion.
All I feel is a stone wall on my back that weighs me down.
I try to conceive what is real, but I regurgitate nonsense and indecisiveness.
My ADHD takes over and I'm left with nothing, but to waste time and never get anything done.
I feel my life is 70% pain and 30% robotic walk through life.
Trying to break free of this mindset is the most difficult trek in my life.
Like a maze that leads to dead ends in repeat.
I feel like my life is a waste of time, but at the same time, only valuable to me.
Like that treasured item that means nothing to the world.
Your memories, you alone cherish them.
I wish for more than this life and I wish that it didn't end so quick.
I dream of more.
Why have you not reuploaded Applejack Goes Postal yet?
5503283
because i'll probs get banned.
5503465
Why did you write it in the first place then?
5503497
I didn't think it was that bad honestly.
5503598
That’s too bad.