Weekly updates on everything what’s going on with my stuff.

Firstly, I’ll have to remind everyone that my last blog update from last week were a hard time for me to explain what’s going on lately.

I have tendency to get upset if reading about something no one else likes.

My obsession outcomes are irrational due to my mind thinking someone going to blame it on me.

because my summer been going terrible in a sense online I ready had multiple discord server raids on my server multiple times not now at least they understand to buzz off, I been trying to get my life from boring to to trying to get more interact with people I try depressly to Get my writing done but

I can’t honestly don’t blame it on block. I just been having a lot of drama going on that’s doesn’t relate on me nor situations.

I can’t say it here but I’m been upset with a few individuals I once trusted long ago but I feel I failed to knowledge my stupidity not to trust anyone words with my loyalty being present to anyone who I think to fit my standards about friendships.

Honestly I’m too loyal to people I feel need to know I have reason to keep there words as A say. you know that feeling u gave someone word and you’ll not lie about it. I lost my trust in a individual for 2 years now sadly enough.

I’m like a elephant I don’t forget detail, if you guys at all remember old legend or vixen himself He’s been accused of child Mostar four months ago which breaks my heart that I hear my only oldest person I know was now in prison for awhile, after that notice I got today I was to late knowing that he’s was odd ball around me .

his server in my hands and I have to take guard of his responsibility as a leader myself, I know I been babbling but I’m terid as heck anyways gn.