Well, It’s Been a While · 5:02pm Aug 10th, 2019
Wow, it feels kinda weird being logged back into this sight. It’s been over a year, hasn’t it? You know, over the past year there have been quite a few (well a lot a few) times where I found myself thinking about this day. Namely, what I would say. And honestly, I still don’t really know. So, how do I start...
Well, I guess it’s best to go ahead and address the elephant in the room. As you probably already know, I left the site because of my growing depression and because of some unpleasant experiences with people I had called friends. I was very, very hurt by it and if I had made this blog a year ago, I would have just went into a hateful rant on how I was betrayed, slandered, and lied to... but you know what? That doesn’t matter anymore. It’s in the past, right. It’s best to just take it as a learning experience; that’s how life is. I made mistakes and now I know better. It doesn’t need be anything more. I don’t know if I’ve truly forgiven them yet, but strangely enough, I hope they’re doing well and that they’re growing and learning as well. Don’t think I’m a saint though; if I was, I would have gotten over it long ago.
Now, that that’s out of the way, what else there to say?
Well, the show is approaching it’s end. That’s something. Don’t really know how I feel about it. Even though I was off the site, I’ve still watched MLP. I actually binged Season 8 with my best friend when they visited. The season was... something. I’ve also seen around half of Season 9. A lot of stuff has happened in the show. I’ve actually made plans to review the entirety of Season 8 in, like, four parts and follow with Season 9. I’ve y’all ain’t sick of me, I’d be willing to write it; trust me, I have a lot to say about the past season.
As for stories, I’ve been in quite the slump the past year, but I’ve recently been trying to get back in the groove and I have plenty of ideas for stories. Actually, I’ve thought of branching out and writing other stuff, both fanfics for other things and original stuff. Maybe I’ll set up on a site like ArchiveofOurOwn; guess time will tell how it all works out. Actually though, I did write a story around the beginning of this year. It’s pretty... odd, but that’s not too different for me. I think I’ll post it on here sometime soon and see what y’all think.
Oh, I should probably mention I’m no longer on antidepressants; have been off it for a long while now. And I’ve been steadily overcoming my depression with my family and best friend. No help comes from just sulking, right? I had to learn that.
Okay, I think that covers everything. Don’t know how often I’ll be frequenting here. It won’t be daily like it used to be, I guarantee you, but I missed you guys. Hope you’re all doing well and I’ll talk to you soon.
That’s all for now. God bless you, bye bye.
It's reassuring to hear from you again. Glad to hear from ya again.
Sounds cool. I'll probably disagree, but I'm still interested.