Update of a dead account. · 3:10am Jan 1st, 2019
It's no big secret that I'm not active on this site anymore, but for whatever reason, I feel compelled to update my blog.
The last two years have been hell. Between me going through a mental break the likes of which I'd never experienced, being forced to sleep out of my car for four months straight through an Ohio Winter, and the death of my Great-Grandmother, the last two years have been hell.
Thankfully, that hell seems to have finally ended. I have gone from being 377 pounds, and not being able to walk down a street without my lower back feeling like it was collapsing in on itself, to dropping over 50 pounds in the last 6 months, and now being able to jog for two miles.
I have gone from my mind tearing itself apart and feeling hopeless everyday, to now thinking constantly about my future.
I have gone from being an atheist, to believing in god again. Long story.
While I probably won't ever write any fanfiction again, this site holds some of the better memories of my life. I met my best friend to this day, TheHalfElf, on this site. I grew as a human on this site.
There is, surprisingly, always hope. Never give up, never give in. Never cruel or cowardly. Do what is right, even if you are the only one doing it. Kindness is worth it, everytime.
Happy New Year to anyone who reads this. Make 2019 the year that you take your life into your hands, and make yourself into what you want to be!
I'm so glad you're having a better time! We've missed you here. Have a happy new years!
4989012 You were one of my first followers. Feels like a lifetime ago.
4989291
It practically was. Six years? Man where does the time go