I miss talking to people · 10:49pm Nov 30th, 2018
I mentioned in one of my last blog posts that I'm staying with my Grandad every weekend. We live in the middle of nowhere, really, just fields and farm land. There's not many people here, and those that do live here tend to be rather elderly. I don't really know where I'm going with this, but the bottom line is I don't have anyone to talk to out here. It's the main reason why I came back to FimFic if I'm honest; I miss talking to people.
Of course, I have a lot of college friends now, but they don't really talk to me outside of college, and most of the friends I had before college have drifted now so we don't talk that much either. I still have a couple of close friends but most of our conversation is built up of sending eachother memes rather than actually talking about anything...
I miss everyone.
And I feel like I'm going insane trapped between two homes.... I don't feel like I belong anywhere, yaknow?
Oh yeah and I almost forgot, I got the results back from my blood test, turns out I'm over-producing hormones so essentially I'm just being extremely dramatic and you'll have to excuse me... Anyhow I guess that that's that. I don't know really why I made this blog, guess I just needed to vent... And I wanted to let you know I'm not dying
- Corn
You're not alone.
I hope college is going okay?
4974917
It's going great, thanks!
It's just homework I'm struggling with...
How's things for you???
And, yeah, I get it now. Like I live with my Grandad half the time and in town the other half and they both feel like my home now but somehow I don't feel like I belong in either of them. Town is so near to everything. Like people's houses are in walking distance, and shops, and bus stops, and parks and the cinema and theatres and swimming pool... But out here there's none of that. And barely any people. It's nice here though, you don't have to worry about people on the streets trying to attack you or anything stupid, and if you look out of the window it's beautiful, there's just miles of countryside.
... I'm rambling, sorry... I'll shut up now 😂
4975054
Oh well homework and course work are always the worst part of any type of education XD
It's been okay, all's a little up in the air and has been for a few months but hey ho right?
college is fine, stressful and emotionally difficult but there's life for you.
And rambling is fine if that's what you want to do then go for it
I don't mind.
4975065
How so?? Have you made any friends???
Emotionally difficult?
And I just sort of figured you wouldn't really wanna talk to me but if you reallllyyy don't mind a ramble it might be better to PM 😂😂
4975086
Oh I have, a ton, someone from our last school is in our circle too and it's been amazing! I'm sorry I didn't clarify, I meant other places when I said that
I was partially afraid of being yelled at by *cough cough* certain people *cough cough* so I kept my distance. But when I saw the post it kinda hit home for me so I decided better be yelled at but make sure you're at least alright in this area. And if that's what ya want then go for it, I'm not too bothered
4975150
I'm confused, Imma just PM 😂😂