Lack of stories/chapters

as u guys may have noticed theres been a major lack in any stories or updates from me lately. Im sorry for anyone who has been waiting patiently. I do plan to continue my stories but i have hit such a road block the last month or 2. things have been pretty bad for me and its hard to get the inspiration to write or the motivation.. I want to continue more on my love of a mother story but everytime i open it up to continue i get stuck and i cant seem to make it right. Im a perfectionist so for me to put something out that i dont see as fit as it should would make me constantly critique and berate myself. im sorry but i dont want to produce crap just to get something out there. and until i can fully get over this.. bump life has given me idk how i can write anything substantial for this site...