Realisation I Had That Put Fear Into My Body · 1:39pm Mar 5th, 2018
Right, I'm not usually one to come off as sappy or open to my emotions in general, but I've really got to get this out there. People, I've come to realise that we don't all live forever and that we have only one chance to make our mark on this hellhole of a planet we call home. Now, all of you out there that know who I am and what I do for a living have meant more to me than you could possibly imagine. Without you, I'd still be that loser who had nothing to look forward to and nothing going for him. I'd still be that un-motivated, fat, lazy arsewipe I used to be.
Because of all of you who read my work, follow me, support me and choose to stand beside me, I have a name to live with for eternity, one that will live even after I'm dead and gone. All of you have this to look forward too, as well. As long as your stories and other content exist, so does a little part of you for the world to enjoy.
To my friends, here's what I have to say - I've come to a shocking realisation that got me thinking about what may happen in the future, and it made me think about what my world would be like if you all just disappeared one day, gone like when Gandalf fell to his death in an inferno. I'm honestly and truly scared about losing my friends because I've already lost the people I used to practically hang around with and call family during my years growing up, and I'm hoping that it doesn't happen again. Once was more than enough.
Anywho, I kinda feel like I'm done babbling like a young beauty pageant queen that's spoiled to her heart's content, so I'm going to log off. There's a lot of words I didn't say today, and there are reasons, but the main reason is because they are a selection of words I would prefer to keep under wraps and quiet for the time being. I'm just not that used to being open-minded in the emotional sense. 
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With love, from England,
- FireRain (Sir Danneth the First / Dan Ribe)
I remember when that hit me