Update

Life's gotten a bit weird lately.

Seems like I'm the voice of reason here in my family.

Doesn't help I always am close to my mom so I can be able to do that. I think somebody I used to know well would call me super manipulative and childish.

I would agree. I mean I've had almost three months to think on that.

But yeah nothing super new- its kind of funny how little my life changes. Sure mom gets a new boyfriend, that's neat. But my siblings already don't like him even though she seems happy again and all that. And its only been two weeks.

Someone I used to know didn't always believe me when I said I was the good one in my family.

But yeah maybe my sister and brother in law might go stay at their house more? I don't know. Got a bit miffed at them for complaining every minute of the day and that maybe thinking that mom and I don't do enough for them in the free childcare department is fucking stupid.

I don't get truly angry often. I mean sure I go between some depression and anger and really nothing else in between. But real anger is more of a slow burn for me that lasts a long time. Once it starts, its hard to stop.

I figured that out with somebody I used to know.

But yeah. Maybe might have more time to have a regular schedule again.

I don't know. Seems like my schedule might change in the near future. I think I plan to become a librarian.

Someone I used to know told me to become a scribe. I think books are soothing and much easier to understand than people.

I figured that out thanks to failing at relationships.

Manipulating good outcomes is only possible when you are not part of the equation.