Still here still here working through my issues 3

Hello again doing better

But still working through said issues in that I have literally one month before graduation. So counting down to that but I still have around fifteen pages to write before the 14th for two papers and like a 2 to three page interview of a Sikh and a 7 to 9 page paper over Sikhism.

And I want to write fun stuff but I can't right now because of those things

Oh and also I have a presentation over literally a county in Iowa in the 1920s thats due around that time as well

But weirdly enough I'm not having a break from reality or mental breakdowns

But that is replaced by senioritis hitting hardcore but I have been here for five years not by choice but by circumstance. Lucky that didnt hit sooner and that I have around a low 3.0 overall GPA after getting screwed one semester/ bad luck bad choices

But yeah I don't want to use my coming BA in History with children because I have social anxiety and I can't handle two of my good nieces for 2 hours without having major panic attacks so I can't do that. That or I'm having sensory overload and I have undiagnosed autism? I'll pin a pin on that. But yeah I hope to start writing pony again maybe. But this time I wont have ten stories to juggle just two pony things. Steven Universe fun story that I have fun with on fanfic net and that Jojo's Bizarre Adventure Applejack thing I've wanted to do (and I have way too much invested in the planning of the Stands and all that to not do something. Plus I always see the folder with the saved pictures on my desktop so its always there. Oh and that Applejack x Luna Lovecraft verse thing I work off and on with.

Dont worry though I dont forget plots I planned with my other stories.

I have a strange hyper memory with stories so that's good. If not a bit annoying and impossible to turn off.

But yeah I wont promise that I will be writing the moment I graduate and release something that day but I will be writing because its calming and usually makes me happy.