That moment when. · 2:10am Feb 27th, 2017
That moment when you sit down and ask yourself if anything you do really matters. When you realize that everything you can do is done better by a thousand other people. That at 29 You don't have a job, a family to call your own, not even a girlfriend.
Damn I brought down the mood sorry everyone.
4437492 Sure why not I'll be the crazy guy. Every family needs one. I just kinda figured Id have more to show for myself at 29.
What brought this on? And I'm sure there is something you do/know/feel better than others, maybe it is a slew of things. Life can count as a job, since it might not always be the best, but you have to grimace and bare through it. I think that was the wrong bear... if it helps there would also be people older than you with more problems, like say an elderly man, who lives alone, has debt problems, and struggles with any social interactions. No steady job, works "odd" jobs to pay the bills, but is generally late. He has been threatened with conviction multiple times, and the only thing stopping the owner is his age.
Uh, anyway I hope you find some love sometime! ^^
4437502 I know in the grand sachem I'm luckier then most. Hell to be homiest probably more then I deserve really. And yeah I probably shouldn't be complaining. But here I am...just one of those days.
4437511 It is perfectly fine, it can be considered as venting, and it is good for the health and wellbeing of an individual. Also that old man I made up... I have no clue if there is someone in that situation. It is better to vent than it is to hold it in... so please vent all you need. ^^
4437524 Oh I know if you bottle it up it'll just drive you nuts. And I wouldent be suprised if there was a person like that. The worlds a big place. Check China With how many people they have I'm sure they have at least one.
4437534 I've seen a friend of mine try to bottle things up... it didn't end very well. Luckily they didn't commit suicide, but they did attempt. I took a few weeks off of writing to help them as much as possible, and in the end I would like to think that I helped... even just a little......
Sorry... just please don't make the mistakes of my friend, or the mistakes they could have made... alright?
4437542 Oh I won't. I'm really starting to think I should have tryed to word things better. I just kinda typed what I was thinking. I'm noware near that bad. I appreciate the thought tho.
4437556 I don't think you are, I just don't want you to get that far. Speaking from experience, feeling and observing, it isn't an easy place to get away from, nor a place you want to stay long.
4437573 I know exactly what you're talking about. It's not something anyone should have to deal with. It never ends well. Even when you win the fight. It's just never the same.