Depression · 8:05pm Aug 23rd, 2016
Its back and all I feel is emptiness inside me am rarely happy when am ever happy it's always short lived I feel like a failure and unappreciative at times and every time I make a mistake my dad won't stop calling me names this thing going on for years I can't take it anymore I can't feel loved no joy no happiness maybe one day I'll be better I always keep saying that to myself but when I can't wait any longer tomorrow's my birthday and but I'll just feel the same put on the same fake smile.
4167782 sometimes but not severe. it was more frequent when I was younger.
This sounds like a situation of emotional abuse (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_abuse) and without any other knowledge of your situation besides what you have told us I recommend ending it as quickly as possible, you will never be happy while if continuos.
I wish I could offer you an easy one-step way out but what services there are to help you will depend on what country you live in so here is a simple list is some that might be able to help http://togetherweare-strong.tumblr.com/helpline
Good luck, I want to help you feel happy.
4168056 cps don't give a fuck because it's not to serious to them.