Plan for the rest of the forever- story wise

Hello,

Now as you may have gathered from the last I dunno ten? or so blogs I rather like writing something- and then life happens and I stop writing- now that's primarily from a whole lot of issues- interest, drive, depression, general borderline personality disorder type stuff (a rather interesting read for a mental hula hoop that doesn't get talked about a lot- even with the problematic name)

So yes all these factors (combined with the fact that I will have spent around five to six weeks in total babysitting my nieces this summer that I completely didn't expect and I'm sorry but I'm super salty about that- not to mention I was going to have a little job training for some kind of experience for my resume that I haven't wrote yet haha cause this is finally my last year in college finally (you can actually nearabout time when I made this here account and when I started which is depressing to me) and so I'm rather frazzled as to what I will do which is not new at all.

So how is this a "update schedule blog" you may ask?

Well thanks to me having about zero sleep in the last week I've had a lot of time to think about my "failure as a writer"

That may be harsh but that's inner critic and overall messed up self esteem talking through life events and general fun.

But on to the shorter schedule.

Now this isn't saying I will update these stories and then everybody's happy- which would probably help me gain followers and all- but I am pretty happy with who I have and the reach I have now. And I come to stuff in my own terms.

No I'm saying I want to update more frequently. And I have tried this before- though not for a while I think- I've made a lot of blogs and it gets confusing with all of them- but I do want to write more frequently.

So the answer as to the update schedule? Well I want to make it a monthly/ bimonthly thing that I release something.

I say bimonthly/monthly because since I am a college senior (finally for goodness sake) I will be busy once September hits and until my winter break in December to mid January I wont really have much time to do stuff like sit down and write chapters.

And then from the rest of January to May I would be still in school but hopefully less stuff- I mean I'd get past the capstone class this coming semester (which is known at my school for causing people to drink heavily and cry thank you history major) And since my school has been in general fuck you mode for my time there I will have to buckle down and all to not want to die.

And well if I can get at least six to twelve chapters of something out (maybe spread out to different stories I haven't got that down yet) I would feel better than I do now.

Because I love writing.

I don't love writing a blog and writing some story and then life hits and I stop for months.

Even years- on stories.

That isn't what I want to do. It bums me out.