Living gives you cancer.

No seriously.

This whole year have been filled with news about cancer. Some are more aggressive than other types, and some others are there to kill you without further explanation.

My mother has cancer, all began some years ago when she got breast cancer, she got surgery, chemotherapy and all the support she could have ask for. They told her that her cancer only leaves 5 years of live. 3 year later she got another one, breast cancer. She got chemotherapy, and surgery.

Recently she told us that she regret not getting the full treatment last time. She quit it at the middle. And now she has metastasis in brain, neck, lung, and abdomen. Seriously!!! I mean, your mother got cancer and she completed the treatment, even when nobody keeped company, and you that got full support did not??? and now you want my support??? I can't even feel pity for you!! And it worse that you only call me when your favorite daughter is with her boyfriend!!!!!

I don't live with my mother since she left me at my grandmother's house, so I no longer have the attachment for her. My grandmother is sweet cake, she loves all her child, even when the three of them are bastards who only wants the money...

Anyway, mi grandmother loves her, and is suffering because her daughter is sick, even when my mother did bad things to her. She wants to be at her side all the time, I'll gladly take her wherever she wanted to be, anytime, any day.

Now my mother is receiving radiotherapy, everyday, just for the head region. So my grandmother and I go to her house [1 hour travel] for her and the take her to the cancerologia center. EVERYDAY. So I have to divide my time, between working, reviewing exams, and keep my grandmother company.

Without forgetting the constant attack from my mother, uncle and aunt. Nonetheless I'm still here, I'm not going anywhere, As long as my grandmother need me and wants me at her side I will.

So, the main reason as for why I haven't write in a long time was mostly that I don't have my computer all the time, and I still don't like to write in an android interface. but I still need something to pass the time while waiting, so I read most of the time... or play Hyrule Warriors Legend. Now we are relaxing until my mother's doctor says what's next.

Don't worry, I will keep trying to write as often as I can.

Wish me patience, I really need it, and luck too.

The Yaoi Mistress.

Feel free to tell me if I made a mistake, it will help me to get better at writting.