autism and its effect on my outlook of life · 2:30am Nov 29th, 2015
Ello gov'ners! First-world white boy here to say how he's 'cursed' or some bollocks like that!
On a more serious note. Autism -more specifically- aspergers. Or arse-burgers if you're some inbreed cousin-fucker who keeps seven guns to keep the islamists away.
I have it. It is annoying. I'm anti-social, I canot fel sory for people, even close friends! When i comes to tv or films I cannot see a difference between shite and Stephen bloody Speilberg! Well unless you count that god-aweful Darren Shan film that made a mockery of the books, mainly the vampire's assistant and tunnels of blood.
Really, I cannt for the most part differenciate good from bad in most cases of media. Music, trends and the ilk.
It's bloody annoying being basically Sheldon Cooper who is self-aware and trying to escape his disconnection from his emotions.
I cannot really form bonds with real people or cry for them. Heck, I cried more for Maes Hughes from FMA than when my Great Grandmother passed in her late 80's!
Thats is tollerable though. I am mostle indipndant. But my brain cannot comprehend deepermeanings and physilogical shite in fics spwning countless spin-off's like the al-famout 'woould it mater if I was?' fic. Sure I liked it and understood it for the most part. But fics like these don't hit me in a way that I see most people writing about it feel.
It makes me sad of my ineptituds. I'm oblivious for the most part of everything. But something about these deep questions don't actually get into me. I hate not being able to get those 'holy shit doing a mothefucking caetwheel batman' like at the end of the most recent episode of Doctor Who!
But I guess it is livable. If that is even spelt correctly.
Now I gues I say something that makes it worth your time reading this, don't I?
Well I'll do what my dad did to me throughout my childhood. Abuse you, call you a little git and leave.
You fucking little git.
