UGH!!!

WHY WAS i SUCH A BAD WRITER A YEAR AGO!? i keep rechecking my facts while writing this new chapter and it's just like "WHY!?" i've been constantly writing since then, and i've improved so much that it i don't even know how to compare it anymore. i just... it's physically painful to read now. i realize it isn't really that bad for someone that didn't write it, but i see every tiny little thing wrong and i'm just like "i HATE mE!!!" It's like pulling out my own teeth! Definitely gonna rewrite the whole thing at some point. Though i would prefer to wait until i'm at a good waiting point...