Don't know why I'm writing this to be honest

There a few things I want to say...I usually write in a journal. There, so far so good.

In regards to the last blog post:

I had made a concious(fuck spelling) to take a more active role on Fimfiction, an attempt at being more social. You know, other than just reading, liking, and favorite-ing stories. I had decided to edit a person's work.

As it stood then, as it does now, I have no experience in writing, story telling, or editing for that matter. However, you don't gain experience or level up without making some sort of attempt. I'm bad.

Currently I am going back to college, self-esteem was low (had to be honest with myself), and majoring in software engineering. Side Note: Going to college right after high school is not the best decision. I'm also thinking about minoring in writing, and maybe something in drawing. I am going to work as well during school. So there's that.

I still have that dream about making a game, I've had it since the days of gamecube. Still seems far though, but...you don't get anywhere if you don't move.

What scares me about all this though, is the time it takes to do things like college. It all seems like a lifetime. Middle School, High School, and College all seem like lifetimes.

I have also been thinking of writing a fan fiction. Its going to suck, I'm going to feel bad, not looking forward to it, but I'll be better from it (dumb).

Fuck that last thing btw. Probably not going to do it. The fanfiction thing, college I will definitely do.

If there are errors point them out.