A Real Apology · 2:44am Jul 30th, 2015

I was banned for 24 hours, most of you already know this. Now I'm back, and In my self-medicated haze I figured I needed to apologize for my inappropriate behavior yesterday. I do not in any way condone pedophilia. I believe pedophilia is incredibly wrong and disgusting, and those who practice it should be put in prison. I am an 18 year old sexually confused virgin who is not in any way a pedophile, nor do I wank it to child pornography. I have read my share of stories on this site which includes Incest, Foalcon, among other things. I had been completely appalled and confused by sex for awhile up until I began choosing my own lifestyle. I got curious as to what kind of things I was missing, and I started to believe that reading Foalcon was okay and could be enjoyed without shame and guilt. I neglected to realize how Foalcon connected to child rape and pedophilia, and how actual pedophiles do get off on this stuff. I attacked peaceful protesters on here because I felt insecure, I felt like I was becoming a bad person because I started to enjoy this stuff. I also felt like they were indirectly attacking my ability to fantasize about certain things which I couldn't control. (hypnosis not pedophilia) I felt a strong defense mechanism kicking in and felt like I needed to defend the right for us all to not be punished for having desires that we can't control. I blew it, and I became a hideous jerk in the process. Truth of the matter is that stuff like Foalcon is sick and twisted and real pedophiles do enjoy it. I'm sorry to no heresy and I'm sorry to all the others I've wronged on here. I'm sorry no heresy that your daughter was raped by your brother, and I'm willing to do whatever I can to support you emotionally if you can ever forgive me.

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