I thought I'd never see her again.

Wow she's back. Or well at least this will be the last time I see her. I thought it was that moment a few months ago. The moment when I knew I would let her go to that different school in that different city when I let her go. And now I'm finally over her and I know it's not her fault but she made me remember all those painful days that I've endured.

I guess I'm ok. It's just that I'm confused..

Comments

[Frisk Ramirez]

ok

[Passions Star]

*offers a hug*

[Chase123]

3216650
*hugs*

[pokefreak13]

You okay?

[Chase123]

3217325
I think I am...

[Ms Loopy do]

Awww BIG LOOPY HUGS. Love hurts big time doesn't it?

[Chase123]

3218311
It sure does.
Sometimes in a way I feel glad for all those asexual people.

[Ms Loopy do]

3218319
I know what you mean, love hurting me too.

But it's also the most beautiful thing in the world (I'm a hopeless romantic and love the idea of being in love)

I firmly believe things happen for a reason, so this time it wasn't meant to be but it has shown you what loving someone can feel like. Is it not better to have feelings than be an emotionless shell?

Sorry...RAMBLING!

[Chase123]

3218340
Don't worry.
I guess your right. But it's just that I am worried. Some of the memories brought back all of my doubts towards her. I was never able to trust her or was she using me?

[Ms Loopy do]

3218345

It must be very unsettling for you. I've been hurt in the past by people close to me and now I trust no one properly

[Chase123]

3218372
Yeah. Her best friend tried to ruin my life and cause me serious pain even made rumors about me that I masturbate in public asked every girl out and almost ruined my reputation at school since everyone likes her. But her best friend always liked me but I never knew if I should trust her.

[Ms Loopy do]

3218376

If she spread rumours like that then you shouldn't trust her

[Chase123]

3218381
Hmmm. But her best friend was spreading the rumors not my crush herself.

[Ms Loopy do]

3218386

But her best friend always liked me but I never knew if I should trust her.

I think this bit confused me? If her friend liked you why did she spread rumours?

Also if your crush had any respect for you she would have kicked her best friend into touch for spreading rumours in the first place.

[Aurora Skies]

Wow when I read this I was all like I have a similar story but it's with more awkwardness.
I could pm it to you if you want.......ok this is getting awkward.......

[Chase123]

3219987
Don't worry I've had more awkward moments. *remembers awkward moment* yeah...

[pokefreak13]

3217735 Okay