Kinda a Rant, But a Good One

I had a four hour conversation with my ex boyfriend face to face today.

It. Was. Amazing.

Long story short, he got involved in some shit (I ain't gonna say what because that's not my thing to tell) and broke up with me suddenly. He simply told me (over the phone i should add) that he didn't love me anymore and felt like out relationship was too perfect. It was really hard for me because on my end everything seemed fine. And it was made that much harder because I knew he was lying. For the past two and a half months I have assumed that he chose the thing over me.

But he actually dumped me so i wouldn't get sucked into it.

I cannot tell you how relieved I was to hear that. Finally, the truth comes out! (his reason for lying will also be a secret because, again, not my thing to tell. But it was a damn good reason and I understood where he was coming from.) He also said that he still loved me. And, in all honesty, i still love him.

We're going to hang out at the pool tomorrow as friends. I'm really fucking happy right now, you have no idea!

Side note: the reason we're not back together is that he just broke up with his girlfriend (he told me it was because she was a bad influence and not because he wanted to get back together with me. I believe him.) and I think he needs some time to focus on getting rid of the shit/thing/whatever you want to call it.

I will wait for that handsome man as long as he needs me to.

I'm such a sappy fuck.

Comments

[BamBam]

Okay. Let's clear this one thing up.
1. Not so many bad words dude. *Sniffle* I'm just not at that age yet.
And cool!