sadly, it's not over, and I'm losing hope · 2:18am May 22nd, 2015
the doctors were wrong about my last diagnosis and now I'm left with no answers after spending 3 days in the hospital. Everything is going wrong and the doctors aren't helping at all, one of them even told me I need to "eat more". 
I can't do this any more. My fiance wants me to try one more time, he wants me to go to Mayo Clinic in Minnesota, it's supposed to be one of the best hospitals in the world. We don't have the money for something like that though, they definitely don't accept my insurance and seeing a specialist would be expensive, but not nearly as expensive as the tests could be. My fiance wants to do a Gofundme to try to raise money online to pay for it... I don't know, I can't keep going like this, I hope Mayo Clinic Happens soon, I hope they can save me.
So how do you feel right now?
And though I read your previous blogs I can't see where you have stated what your sickness is. Is it a case where your a too slim and the doctor is telling you to eat more because how you are currently?
It's times like this that I resent the fact that I can't give anything other than empty reassurances. If you made a gofundme I could make a donation, but I don't know how much I could give since I'm not a financial powerhouse myself. All I can say is hold on, take comfort in those with you and hopefully you will eventually get a brake.