Everyime you start to feel better... · 10:33pm May 10th, 2015
...someone comes in and starts the problem all over again.
Hey, guys, I have some potentially bad news; I may not be coming back for awhile, if at all; or at least not to the Blooming Talent story. The reason is is that I still am going through some tough stuff. And it seems whenever I start to get better, some person comes in with either new crap that don't matter but causes problems anyway, or they dig up old as hell things to shove back into my face.
And then there's the generic internet goer who spout more crap than a firehose spurts water. That doesn't help my mood at all, and in most cases, causes me to get much worse in the anger department.
How can I write a story about things like redemption or love when I myself don't actually believe in it, at least not for 99% of the humans on this planet? I can't. For stories to be good, you have to feel it, and right now I just don't. I can say "Ultron was right" and not regret it. (For those of you who haven't seen Avengers 2 yet, I'm saying humans are not redeemable.)
So if I never return to the Blooming Talent story, I apologize profusely. But I don't want to keep trying to write something I no longer believe the over-arching theme of.
Thanks for all you've done, and I hope you will forgive me...
Thanks for reading...
Hey there buddy, mind if I ask whats wrong? I may have just started following you on FimFic, but if you want to talk just message me and I'll act as a shoulder, man.