to the point of insanity

she got with me. her name is kayla and i am a bit skeptical of her feelings, she says she isnt good at showing them. And so I start questioning it, because she clearly does, but sometmes i feel like she doesn't. Now dont mind the terrible grammar, idk why im typing like this and not the usual way, im too lazy now.

Ha, just kidding, I'm never going to give up the good stuff.
She had sex with a guy old enough to drive, early to mid 8th grade. She says she felt nothing for him, didn't pay attention when she did it, and he brought the topic up. He started talking to him. It took 3 months for her to realize she likes me, everyone says she's never liked anyone so I feel really special. I hope this whole thing lasts long and she doesn't end up cheating on me like she says she wont.

I started listening to Eminem's old music, which is gold, especially Kim. I know I've wanted to act that way.
We haven't kissed, yet we've felt each other's intimate areas(?) and she says I make her smile. She cuts sometimes, because she says that sometimes she feels like shit. I don't approve of it but she says nothing helps so oh well.

Some guy liked her, a greaser who I actually talked to. My friend told me he asked her out(we weren't together at the time, she told me she wanted to trust someone and then be with them, not because they look good or anything physical), and she said she is going through tough times.

I'm guessing she was cutting during that..

Anyways, while I was in the locker room, he asked if I liked her. We were already together and I tried to tell him. I stopped him and told him we're in a relationship and he kind of choked and stuttered.

I stole this guy's crush and I felt like a god.

I got in a fight with one of my best friends, over a Kik group chat. Because I didn't want to play with him and my other friend. What?

I love Kayla, she loves me. We both swore we're not going to leave each other or cheat, but I'm going to say one thing:

She had the chance to say yes, her cousin seems to be kikked up and has sex a lot.

FOUR GUYS. Four fucking guys and two girls. It makes me want to yell at her just thinking of the image of her getting spitroasted by filthy brown-skinned non-Aryans.

I've changed, for the better? I don't know. For the bad? You tell me.

I'm getting too far into this, but another rejection story happened Friday, 4/24. My nemesis-----(he was my friend, but he kept talking bad about my friends and they wouldn't say anything because he had them under his fat, greasy grip. He moved up to me and I fought back badly. I made 101 fat jokes, and wrote 60 sequels while fighting with him)----- Jason hits on Kayla's friend, and my friend. I used to like her but she has ex's that will apparently pummel anyone who dares getting with her, and I knew that ex too. He is really fucking asshurt real quick. He's perverted and he doesn't know how to treat girls.

He is fucking appalling and I love to tell his online "girlfriends" who he really is behind their backs. He acts nice to them, and when they wrong him he scolds them badly and talks so much shit you'd think he'd be Eminem- without the rapping or good looks.

Jason talks to Brianna(the girl) through kik, and she walks home with her friends. She didn't reply and he went apeshit.

The picture-

Him- i got a present for you though

her- Ohh

him- guess what it is
*like, 5 minutes later* bye nevermind Ill give it to my friend
you take to long

like 9 minute later**

her- what

him- you take way to long to kik back
but i guess if your kiking someone else or some shit you know what idc

Her- No, I was walking home with my friend

him- im out bye *steam nose emoji*

her- Lmao okay

this was today, earlier

He tried to talk to her, and I told her everything he is. She immediately hated him and ignored all two attempts to contact her.

Him- Hey B)

Hey *cool guy emoji*

i guess this is goodbye then
*picture of sfx makeup cut wrists*

Brianna doesn't talk to him after that.

Why did I look up pony parodies of eminem songs? now i regret living that was terrible.