As of Now

Lately I've been feeling depressed among other things. School and work consume nearly all of the time I have in the week once I finish my class the next day its immediately to work. I don't get to draw or write much but even when I do get those few moments where I can I am unable to make anything or make progress. Especially with writing the chapters for the story. I have the dream of what I want this story to be, I know how I want it to end, I have it all figured out. Yet, when I sit down to write I just can't get the idea on the paper. Given writing is one of my many weak points. I don't have much talent it kills me to ponder if the reason why the story is not doing well if because my lack of ability. And it doesn't help that I don't have anyone I can just talk to about this, to bounce off ideas or know if what I had written is even remotely decent, I don't have anyone in my own house that would assist me in this. It would seem I am just running in place trying to reach something is truly only a dream.

I am sorry. I am sound very melodramatic. I am just lonely and frustrated. I sound pretty pitiful actually. Anyway I am going to be out for a bit. In the meantime I will catch up on few things from season four and enjoy season 5 (its looking really good!) this is a hiatus. I hope I find my voice and my answer with this break. Again, if you are reading this: Sorry I wasted your time.

Have a lovely day and enjoy season 5