Just a madman in a box... · 3:51am Jan 13th, 2015
This takes place inside the TARDIS shortly after the Doctor loses Rose. We basically are inside his head. It took a long time to type this, and I channeled my emotions to make this brief little thingy... Comment below what you thought and what I should do next! Please enjoy.
Why? Why do they always leave me? What have I done, what could I have done, what caused this? Rose isn't the first... No! Got to keep moving, keep thinking. The Daleks could be plotting their next move right now... If they can survie the Moment... Why? Why do they never stay, no matter how hard I try? I try to be lighthearted, but I fear sometimes that I will go insane... What am I talking about? I am insae. Just a madman in a box, doomed to forever wander alone...Even she didn't stay. I loved her, she saved me... I cannot do anything withot her. Hell, I was useless even when she WAS here! No, I musn't let myself think like this, Rose wouldn't want me to. I keep talking and acting like she is dead, she isn't...right? I was so alone, then I met her. I should have known, I annoot fall in love with them, with people, with the carefree. I continue to live, they age and wither... Rose... Who would have thought that a simple flower could ever undo the lock mechanism on the clock of my heart? That the flower would become a vital part, what made this old clock tick? I should have known... I did know... Eventualy I would have to say good bye... I wanted to be there when she died, I know it would only worsen it, but to be able to see her onelast time... No! I WIL say goodbye! Its the most I can do for the girl who traveled through time with me... In her time, its been a day, a week, a month. Traveling with me... she could have lived longer, seen more... I UST say goodbye! She absorbed the time vortex at the heart of the TARDIS to save me, to save Jack... I WIL say goodby! I-I'm crying... Why am I crying? It reminds meof snow, so unexpected... Will it ever be real snow? No, of course not. A madman who killed his entire race doesn't deserve to ever see real snow, fall in love, be happy... The fact that I did this, I killed my people, I destroyed Gallifrey... What is that? Theres a bright light... is it time? Time... What a finicky thing... At the end of time, I will see her again... Rose... But itsnot time yet... I'm orbiting a...A supernova! Perfect! Rose... Rose... Can you hear me? I-I'm sorry.
Rose, I-I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I should have been there, should have been able to think of something, anything! You looked up to me, and I failed you....Rose...I... I loved you... I am so sorry...
A single tear slid down my cheek as a hologram of Rose dissappeared.
I have not watched DW, nor do I intend to. However, I can feel the effirt you put into this. Good job, and I'd live to hear another one of these.
Also, you reminded me of this. (It's a link for your convenience.)
2719268 Gladto that for once there was no creepy clown.
Seriously? I saw that you commented on this, and I practically died." Just my luck. The only person who ever reads these things. And who also is not a Doctor Who watcher. Cannot wait to go to hell after reading his comment."
I honestly hoped everyone would ignore this, or at last a whovian would read this, but thanks for showing up! Since nobody else will, you deserve a brofist.
I seriously thought you would be all 'This is extremely depressing, I don't know the show' and so on. Thanks for reading! I got hacked on fanfiction, so my GFW are returning to my fim blogs.