i decided something

yesterday, i had an epiphany, i have been on this site for years and never even considered posting a fic.
so what i decided to do is to write down my life story and to formulate it into pony form. But I will add fictious elements to keep it from becoming too dull

the character is an oc. but it is what i believe to be a /REALISTIC\/CHARACTER\.
this story will not be adventure, action. or anything within those boundaries.
this story will never i repeat, NEVER, be an overpowered oc story.

now that i have that cleared up.
allow me to introduce the description of the story

words do not speak, for they require a voice, a voice that one cannot simply seek on their own, for doing so will blur their vision. they need guidance, an assistance that none wants, but everyone needs. but in world where words are necessary to sustain yourself and your voice is hidden from you. you start to seek guidance from those around you, guidance for something as simple self discovery. but in these times you turn in place, seeing everyone walking away, almost like you are a bad influence, at least you think thats why. this is the world of many, the world of outcasts, the world of the conflicted. and in some cases, the inhabitants are aware of it. will our definitive archetype become one with the outcasts, or will he live life as his own

this story will have intense sexual themes
and dark moments
please do not claim "lack of realism"
as the moments given are based upon real life events
as well as some fictional