Stay the same, drawing I already have, or something completely new?
Because I come back on here after who knows how many months and no longer know who anyone is!
Why Do I Even Try? · 8:54am Dec 31st, 2014
So apparently I'm invisible. Yeah. Not a good thing, by the way. Don't know how someone could see it as "good", but I'm sure they could. When I say that I'm invisible, I mean people treat me like I'm not even there. Unworthy of anyone's attention. Like I don't exist. It really sucks. Even people, who call me their friend, treat me like this. I can't even keep their attention long enough to have a decent conversation with them. Really hate my life sometimes... And this is just the beginning of it. I won't go into it though because no one cares. I just know it. I'm kinda feeling, for lack of a better word, depressed. I'm going to try to make a joke out of nowhere now, which probably won't work.
"Evil beware. We have waffles." - Raven
(I think I've been watching to much Teen Titans lately...)
Sometimes I feel the same way. You're not alone!
Whenever I feel that way, I write a letter stating my problems and pretend I'm sending it to the Ask Abby column in the paper. Then I visualize what Abby would tell me what to do. Seriously, it helps a lot.
2690534 2690428 thank you both but I feel like this constantly... Not just on fimfiction and youtube but IRL too.
2691115 Do you have a close friend or family member that you can talk to? I have my big brother, and he's helped me through a lot.
2691134 I have a few friends I talk to but it's very limited because I can only talk to them for short periods of time at school. My dad lives in another state, my mom is always busy with work, and I have two younger sisters. One of which is too young to understand and the other one's a jerk to me all the time for no given reason.
2691115 If you ever want to talk to me, you can. Sometimes talking to someone that has empathy can really help.
2691151 thanks. I really appreciate that. But when I'd talk would be pretty random. I mean I feel like it constantly, but, while most of the time I can handle it just fine, other times I break down crying in the middle of a rugby field during gym class... In front of tons of people...
2691164 I don't care if it's random. In fact, I was studying therapy (as a hobby. What nerd does that?!) and I might be able to really help you. Not trying to force you or anything, but if you ever wanna talk I'm usually on here at least once a day.
2691247 I really appreciate that. Thank you. For now though, I think I'm going to try to drown it out with pewdiepie videos and teen titans episodes lol.
2691254 Okay
2691263 don't judge
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2691148 If you don't have anyone to talk to, then just make someone up. I remember in elementary school I to another state and was really shy and super bad at making friends. A lot of kids picked on me because I wore weird clothes and liked to read. Because I didn't have any friends, and made up an imaginary friend- Renee. (Ra-nay) She was my friend through out most of elementary school and middle school. We had little conversations inside my head, and when I was talking to her, I didn't have to worry about interruptions. Renee kept me from going into serious deppression. I don't really talk to Renee anymore because I made friends, but I still remember the impact she made on my life.
So maybe you can try that and see if it works.
2691535 I'm afraid I was finished with imaginary friends well before I finished elementary school. I'm glad it worked for you, but don't think it'd do the same for me.