I.... wont be around for a while.

Hey people, I.... I'm probly not going to be around for a while. If you didn't already know then let me be the first to explain that the reason I am writing my story "A Good Heart" is because a dear friend of mine has recently passed away from an incident that involved a D.U.I., he wasn't driving but he still died, and we were the closest friends possible, we had known eachother since middle school and graduated high school together, so when iI found out about the crash, and that he was in the hospital, I decided to write a story of both our adventures, so we could look back and remember, in case anything happened. However, when I had finished and had got my way to the hospital he was at, the nurse exited his room and stopped me from entering, while just shaking her head no. I couldent believed what was happening, I didn't want to believed it. So I went home and tore myself apart, I didn't even get to say goodbye. Now I'll never see him again. So after I had regained my bearings, I decided not to let our memories die. So I put it on fimfic, with some editing and changes, so others could enjoy our crazy adventures. I had somewhat come to terms with it, and I was starting to go on without him, until my wife came in and said something came for me in the mail. When I opened it I saw that it was something we both treasured. It was a picture of the day we became friends in 7th grade. This was earlier today, but I had quite the mental breakdown after that. So I don't think I'll be around for a while, I don't think I will ever get this out of my head, like it says in my bio: scars don't heal, they only fade. So I don't think I'll, ever be quite over it, so don't  expect to hear from me for a while, and if you do, please be considerate, because no one should have to go through this, not this early in a life.....

I NEED A CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!!