Okay!!! Journal it and Update 10/21/2014

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So I decided to unpublish my first story.. though it shall not be forgot! I just looked at it and said... you know, I can do better. That was the greatest part of looking at it... that I felt I could do better. I say as someone else has probably said before me... if you feel you can do better than what you have done... then why not do it, right?

SO!!! In my first story I kind of lost focus and scrambled up what I wanted to have happen... this new story I have actually taken the last few months to find that muse I was missing. It is wonderful, the thoughts that come about while you write late at night, the way we can just organize them into an actual 'Plot'.

I am no professional writer, as you shall see if you read any of my stories or blogs. In truth I don't know what I expect out of my writing... It seems funny to say that. In truth I just don't have those feelings that everyone else does... I really have to try hard to turn on or off any one feeling. Though I find, like Pinkie Pie, I can just leave my happy switch on and bounce all over. Mentally and possibly physically... :3 Although writing has been apart of my life since I was little, writing for school, for fun... it helps you some times. When you have that need to escape reality... you know I don't care if no one reads my blogs or stories as I write them... in truth I write them for myself.. their awfulness.. they fill my dreams, my hopes, they help me share and realize my pain at times.

What a sickness I have, I love to write, read, and yet... I barely have written any stories on here... granted I've read a-many inspiring works through here. So many I do not know if my thoughts have taken bits, which most likely have, from other works. If my writing has... and if it ever gets recognized, please don't scorn me for it. After-all, that means that work had enough of an impact on someone's/my thought process to use it, to possibly mold it, to shape it into their own.

I think that is what we are all doing here... Making this new universe to our minds own... and what a wondrous thing that is... I do this (...) a lot... stupid brain pause. :3

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New story involves Changelings and disastrous plans. Problem is, I don't know what to list it as... so after I write a couple chapters fully up and edited it... I shall be able to figure out it's placement. I know it will have a bunch of everything though... and many will not agree with my ending of it, when I get there. :')

Cheers! ^_^

Oh, and maybe I need a new pen-name?